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I used to think that I would go to IC in Brazil this year... I dreamed about this conference probably since Poland 2006. I used to say: I would die before missing IC in Brazil, I would die before missing this AIESEC conference... I mean: how could I miss the celebration of the 60th anniversary of AIESEC?????

Sight…

I've realized that I don't have to go… this is huge. I am choosing not to do something that I wanted to do since 2 years ago. I decided this because I need to grow, I need to find my own path, I need to find myself and I won't be able to do it if I stick to my old habits (such as traveling to conferences)

I always say to new members: "enjoy the ride, because it will last for the rest of your life". This is my chance to prove it; this is my chance to live the rest of my life.

I am leaving AIESEC now, but I really hope that the AIESECer stays in me forever.