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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

time to grow

I used to think that I would go to IC in Brazil this year... I dreamed about this conference probably since Poland 2006. I used to say: I would die before missing IC in Brazil, I would die before missing this AIESEC conference... I mean: how could I miss the celebration of the 60th anniversary of AIESEC?????

Sight…

I've realized that I don't have to go… this is huge. I am choosing not to do something that I wanted to do since 2 years ago. I decided this because I need to grow, I need to find my own path, I need to find myself and I won't be able to do it if I stick to my old habits (such as traveling to conferences)

I always say to new members: "enjoy the ride, because it will last for the rest of your life". This is my chance to prove it; this is my chance to live the rest of my life.

I am leaving AIESEC now, but I really hope that the AIESECer stays in me forever.

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Monday, July 28, 2008

random

I've always think that for everything there is a reason (and a season) , here I am, reading a book about a prostitute who says doesn't know anything about sex, thinking of my next step in AIESEC, developing a project for the company I work for... and trying to convince mysefl that the things that are happening to me are not just random... I wanted to apply for AI... but I didn't... I wanted go on exchange just like many other AIESECers that I've send (somehow) abroad, and when I finally found the only TN that I liked (in Portugal) they told me they are waiting for a recruitment from Recife, Brasil....
For some reason, the forces of the Universe want me to stay were I am now...

Going to Portugal was more than just an internship, it was running away from the man I would love to be with, but can't...

and I really, really hope that my reason to stay is not just to overcome one more obsticle and just "learn" from this experience....

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Thursday, July 24, 2008

don't wait

Turned on the computer, went online on messenger with the sole intention of finding someone to talk to… while looking for someone, I found that one of my friends nickname is something like: "stop thinking that tomorrow is going to be another day, life doesn't wait, you have to live it".

I am one of those persons that thinks that everything happens for a reason and that God gives you signs, like for example when you… when you… ok, nothing comes to my mind now… but I am sure God is sending me signals.

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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

where is...

I’ve been struggling for days now on what to write… Fafa reminded me that I’m 25, that means: 25x365x24, many hours of my life and that there should be something interesting.

The thing is that my life right now is driving to work every day, working all day, going back to my house at 6 pm, then doing my master’s homework, then going to sleep, waking up and it just starts over….

And I wonder, where is the adventurer that I once was, where is the nomad… where is that part of me that I love about myself… at this moment of my life I am in need of an adventure… so let’s see what comes up.

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